You began looking at your British boyfriend Arthur Kirkland, who slept beside you. You sigh shifting out of your bed and headed toward the bathroom. You stare at the mirror pinching your chubby belly. Turning and posing, trying to find anything good about your body. Sadly you still found you body absolutely disgusting. How you ever got a boyfriend. You'll never know.
'It won't take Arthur before long to leave me...' you thought sadly.
You always over heard Arthur lecturing Alfred, His little brother on his weight. It was a matter of time before he would soon realize he was a dating a pig as well. You have always been on the bigger side. Always trying to diet, exercise and nothing seem to slim down.
You try keeping a smile, only to show in front of your peers that you were as happy as happy can be. When you fully knew you were not happy. You loved Arthur and would do anything in the world for him.
"___________?" A sleepy Arthur from the bedroom asked.
You took one more glance at the mirror and put on the best smile you had. Walking out you see Arthur already up and stretching. He slept with his shirt off. You stare at the very attractive male. A blush began to creep on your features.
He glances back at you with a gentle smile. "Morning love" he said walking over putting a hand over your head, kissing the top of your forehead. "Want me to cook breakfast for us?"
"Morning Artie and no no I'll make it." you blushed more. He was way to good for you. Although you knew very well to never let Arthur cook. He was still sweet enough to offer. Well, it's not like you should eat anyways. You didn't want to gain more weight to push Arthur more to break up with you.
"Well that's fine love." he chuckled kissing you cheek. Yes, you were definitely too good for him.
Later on after you made a simple bacon, eggs and biscuits breakfast and eating it with your Boyfriend. Arthur gave you a weird look. "You hardly put anything on you plate dear." he began pushing some eggs your way, onto your plate. "N-No, I'm fine Artie..." you wanted to protest , but Arthur gave you a disapproving look. "Breakfast is a important meal of the day. Don't skip your meals __________" he huffed giving the lecture.
You give a nervous smile and started eating the food he offered. 'Does he really want to fatten me up? Doesn't he see that I don't need this food?' you thought feeling slightly annoyed.
Arthur sipped his tea reading his newspaper as you ate the rest of the food. Luckily, you had a back card to this. You stood up putting your dishes away. "Arthur I'm going to the bathroom and tidy up." You smile. Arthur cocked his head from the newspaper. "Well alright love." he smiled and went back to reading.
You quickly headed to the bathroom locking the door. You stare at the mirror frowning. "I shouldn't have eaten that food..." you pouted poking your full tummy. Again you had a back card. So this will be no problem. You read something online once for people that need to lose weight fast. Although it was pretty looked down upon. You needed the results fast.
Finally after giving it a moment of thought. You knelt down to the toilet lifting the seat up. You gulp beginning to forcefully shove you finger down your throat. This making you ack out loudly and spill chunks of freshly chewed food you just ate down the toilet. You took a moment to breathe and did the process again making sure everything was out of your system.
Taking another breather, you cling to the toilet and sighed.
A knock lightly hits the bathroom door. "___________? I heard something weird. You okay love?" he sounded very concerned.
You scrambled up to your feet opening to door flashing a nervous smile. "Everything's fine!" you laughed. Arthur rose a thick eyebrow. "I heard vomiting sounds.." you gulp and laughed again. "M-Must of been hearing things Arthur!" you were very much guilty of lying to him. He knew and pulled your face to his and sniffed.
He flinched back a bit and glared at you. "Explain yourself dear"
"I-I did it to be beautiful" you stuttered. The Brit blinked in confusion. "What kind of bollocks is that?" He huffed getting a bit irritated. You start to tear up. "I don't want to lose you... I'm ugly and fat!" You cry. He began go into a panic and pulled you into a hug. You rubbed your face into his chest. "Shh It's alright _________. It alright my love." he started whispering sweet things in your ear. Trying to calm you down.
"Y-You always make fun of Alfred about his weight and I was afraid I was going to lose you, since I'm so fat!" you cry more. Arthur began to feel a bit insult by the way you kept putting yourself down in such a way. "__________! Please! Stop! You're not going to lose me!" he pulled you away bringing you into a very blazing passionate kiss. His hands beginning to tangle up in you (color) hair. His kiss was rough with anger and love. He wanted to show you how much he really did love you.
You both pull away breathing and stare into each others eyes. Arthur leaned his forehead against yours. "I love you __________. I love your curves. I love you everything." He sprinkled small kissed on your face with each word. You blush and smile. "Believe me, I only teasing Alfred about his weight because we're brothers." He began "With you, It suits you. You're so cute with your size. I wouldn't change it." He smiled lovingly down at you.
You blush hugging into him tightly and snuggle into his chest. "I love you Arthur." He chuckled kissing the top of your head.
"Now NEVER do that again. I don't want you hurting your health." He said sternly and flicked the side of your head. You pout and nod. He would sigh of relief and pull away taking you both to the sink. "Okay, let's brush our teeth shall we? We don't want vomit breath the whole day right?" He smiled softly.
You smile at your boyfriend. "Right Artie."